It's time for you to get going...

Let's see here...

what's the song playing right now? global chillage? It's atmoflow. I swear it was global chillage. It was the song right before. They blend together well huh

I'm thinking of...

Lord of the Flies. Golden Fleece. Utopia Uranium++. DC++. Desctructo-bot. Deus ex. Oh this sounds a lot like Deus Ex. I have no mouth and I must scream. Space. Space. Space. Squiggly lines on a wibbly wobbly piece of paper.

I'm thinking of...

Summer cottage. Warmth. Dust rising from the blinds. Downstairs. Chair across floor. Egypt. Amazon. Moon. Sun. Way too many bugs. Taste of blood. That must be my tooth I'm chewing on. Castle. Floor. Strip. Inviting. Tease. Moan. Terse. Blood. Lebanese, Lebanese, Lebanese. Laugh. Terry, there is no coming back. 1998. Twilight. Dawn. Burgundy. Dominating. Betrayal. I don't think there's any other way?

I'm thinking of...

Don't let it out. Nobody can see. Only you can do this. This is all you are. This is your box. This is your future. Your pride is worth more than your life. Pity is 2 dogs licking each others wounds. Anger is righteousness, sadness is failure. You will never reach the symbol of strength. You will never be embraced genuinely. Too emotional. Too stoic. Too confrontational. Too shy. Too boring. But the world is boring. Laughably trite. You're all the same. I'm the same as you. I'm not the same as you. Simplicity is a gimmick. Complexity is annoying. You look terrible. You are too good for them. You can be whatever you like. Maybe you were like this all along. This is all you are. This is all you can be.

You don't need philosophy. You don't poetry. You don't need books. You don't need weed. Maybe you do need weed. And alcohol. Lots of painkillers. Shrooms?

Normal people like you live on simple axioms. You need INSTRUCTIONS. You need FREEDOM. You need DISCIPLINE. You need to trust yourself. You can't trust yourself. You need to trust others. You can't trust others.

Right now, you reside in a block of ice. Everything stopped moving a long while ago. Because the past can stay right where it is. The future doesn't have to come any closer. The present is here to stay, forever. There is no walking, no running, no flying. Every cell in your body is screaming. Do you know why? It's the natural inclination of life to propogate FORWARDS. To expand outward forever at the sacrifice of STABILITY, that is who CHAOS is.

I can live forever.

You need a sign to show you the right way.

I'm thinking of...

dicks
girls with dicks